Simple blog for a simple me

2008-07-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

Yeah!
And if you think that we are copying u guys idea, then too bad to tell you that your idea ain't worth us copying. C'mon it's project, and we don't have to resort to such methods to get our marks, it's not as if we are brainless and got no brains to think so we've gotta use YOUR idea.
FYI, it's common to clash ideas too, so pls dun be over-sensitive lo.

Like whatever? Be so competitive for what? End up? nowhere? no friends in class, well, maybe u guys dun mind being a loner but "L" sign for u. yeah. There's seriously no need to over react when -W- is beside you and asked ur grp mates to keep the -booklet- we dun give a damn to even take a look. We've got our own brains to think of ideas, perhaps better than u guys?

Whatever it is...

2008-07-13T19:30:00.001+08:00

tmr is the test and yet I still haven't touch the notes.
man!!!
pls stop procrastinating~~~
but argh!!!
just no feel...
how ar how...
how ar how...
slaps!!!

2008-07-12T13:11:00.003+08:00

Monday is DDS test.
Not again? But this time round really got to study or at least read up for it liao simply because i failed this paper for CT.
yeah...jia you lohzxz...shall strt tmr eh?
went for pizzahut during break ytd.
amazingly, it was cheap.
9bucks per person only. =)
so good to be a student!!!
had a filling lunch and went back for lessons...
bleh blah bloh...
i hate dds and immunology...
from deep down in my heart...
i gonna turn everything into Apple...
LOLzxz...i am thinking too much liao...
A-P-P-L-E lovess...

=) smile ppl smile...

2008-07-09T19:22:00.003+08:00

As of the picture above, I hereby announce that I'm an A+!!!

and i'm different from my sis.

I'm special, I'm unique, I'm bla bla bla~

woots~but there's sacrifice coz there goes my finger.

*ouch* i was so scared. =X and it hurts to prick the finger, my poor little tiny finger.

and I pricked 3times to double confirm as I couldn't believe that I'm an A+...

Why I'm an A+?

There's agglutination at the anti-A column and D which is to test for rhesus so I'm A+.

woots~

and and and I got a B+ not an D+ for my test!

yeahness, the results got jumbled up.

yipee~

2008-07-08T20:03:00.001+08:00

shag.
tired.
worn out.
arr...=(
i am so so so so so de stressed up liao...
siens
how i wish...
it was never this way...
sighs!!!

reports~projs~tests~exams~
holiday i am welcoming you with my hands wide open...

2008-07-06T16:40:00.003+08:00

Went for service ytd.
Mike Connell...he preached abt disappointment.
i think what he said of the things disappointed ppl do is so real.
disappointed ppl tht went for the svc will know it.
haha...took some pic with dor's cg.
eh...dunoe i think is W sth sth...
LOL...=X

poor carol...

my carol jiejie which is 17yrs old...=)

2008-07-06T15:01:00.002+08:00

SICK AND TIRED OF THOSE BLOODY REPORTS.
BLOODY GRAPHS.
BLOODY CALCULATIONS.
BLOODY TESTS.
JUST AFT CT.
YES!
TESTS IN 2-3WEEKS TIME AGAIN.
THEREAFTER EXAMS.
DAMMIT

2008-07-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

disappointment.
disappointed.
utterly disappointed.
why?
i...
wanted...
forget it...

never had what i wanted.

2008-07-04T23:30:00.004+08:00

ah ji and ah mui!

heng gy wun ever see this, if not she'll kill me!!!
yes! it's pic again!

School today as per normal...
just that got back pharmprac1 test 1 results...
and i got a fucking D+...LOL!!!
i pray hard the results kena jumbled up...
really really...
i think i...
dunoe...
arr...

went to watch Zohan, overall, i think it's not very nice.
Just those lame old show but without those real funny jokes or wad.
hm...
went sakae aft tht...
=X
ala carte is seriously not nice...
whatever it is...

烦啊!

2008-07-03T18:54:00.002+08:00

好多烦心的事情.
I am just so bothered about so many things.

1) Projects due soon. Presentation due soon. Everything coming like one after the other, crashing towards me. Most of all, exams is less than 2mths time. Not forgetting all the tests coming on week 14/15. How am i going to survive this?

2) Need to choose track already, the moment I am most most most reluctant for it to come. Where should I go? What should I do? It does links to my future career path! I am totally in a confusion state. Pharmaceutical VS Clinical Trials. Which should I take? I seriously have no idea now!!! 2weeks later, and got to hand in the form already, I...what should I do? I dun even know what I want...sighs...

3) Results for CT. Seems like it gonna be a horror for me...I hope for the best...

4) hk study trip. I hope I would be able to go. But if there is balloting, i doubt i hv the chance, so let nature take it's course. But if there's no need for ballot...where to find the money...need to source for the money...anybody wanna sponsor me? >.< whatever it is...

I just hate where I am now.

~~fuck off.~~

2008-07-02T18:50:00.007+08:00

Camwhored during break ytd using weiling's macbook.

damn funn lah!!!

omg...i think we are mad!!!

LOL!!!

anyway, it's fun still...despite the foolishness to do this in public...

hahahaha...=D

2008-06-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

One day, I will soar.
Hold on...just hold on...
dun let go...never let go...
if you think it is worthwhile...dun ever let go...
dun let regrets overwhelm you in future...
no matter what happens...
i know...
i know...
i wun be alone...
i still have You...
Jia You loh!!!

2008-06-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO~!~!~!
It's the end of test!!! yeah!!!
=)))
went sakae sushi and and and and and hv fun!!! LMAO
meet dd aft tht...went crumpler but didn't get any bag and off to bugis..=)

anyway, since the lecturers said that CT was done super badly...LOL!
but i realli pray hard that i wun fail pharmaco and mkgt coz I really did studied for it.
i dun expect very good grades but at least lemme pass it...i will be glad...haiz
arr...as for the rest, i failed to prepare...
so i am prepared to fail!!!
yipee!!!
at least i wun be hit down when the results was being released
and today paper sux big time, i totally blanked out for SAQ...
oMg...=)
bla bla bla~~~
xi guan jiu hao~

2008-06-26T19:13:00.002+08:00

After test, went to TPY's subway.
My first Subway's experience.
all i could say about myself is that I am a kuku!!!
well, it is my first time anyway. =p
i won't be a kuku the second time.
yeah?

I think I flunked my DDS today.
=X
super duper sien diao by the paper and I feel that I am crapping.
woots~
hope for a pass, that's all I want but it seems alil difficult eh.
I feel that I do not have the stamina to sit for 6papers within a week, at the last 3 papers, I am already very shag and doesn't feel like studying already, so yeap, I didn't study.
muahahahahazxz...

JIA YOU LOHX!~!~!~!

2008-06-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

Damn.
the last 3 papers gonna be hectic.
wth...
hopefully, i can go through this.
i am totally not in the test mood...
=(

2008-06-23T00:32:00.001+08:00

better off dead.

2008-06-22T13:16:00.003+08:00

Went cy's hse early in the morning...lolzxz
den aft tht she help me paste my thing and practice abit b4 going mco.
so dotzxz...
anyway...aft tht went for lunchie den i went to churchie.
hm...half dead by then, i slept for only 3hrs plus.
=) sleep deprived...
so i was half asleep and half awake...there's refreshment at rooftop so we went there and sat at the kiddy playgrd, the can turn turn thing there, but kena chased by security not long after.
=.=
so fun!!!

cherie, carol and I took a picture and i think she looks like our jiejie although she's the youngest la, plus with that heels of hers...omg!!!

2008-06-20T00:27:00.003+08:00

Woke up early in the morning to go for marketing make-up tutorial.
real tired, and was in complete state of :S
i also prefer that kind of seating position, kind of cozy uh huh.

aft tht, went to AMK Hub to makan, and jalan jalan.
was supposed to go library to study aft eating, but i walk until i've lost the mood to do so.
anyway, did went library and there ain't any seats left, so yeah...got to sit on the floor...=(
did some "studying" for immunology.
i "study" until lecture 5?
LOL...for 3hrs? or less...
hahas...i think i talked more then i studied lah!!!
ah bish myself...=X
and i fell asleep till not long ago upon reaching home and changing.

need buck up le...now then i start to realise, i really do not hv anymore time to slack.
but i just love slacking...

2008-06-18T22:22:00.002+08:00

Slacked for near 2weeks, although I know i can't afford to slack anymore coz CT is coming but WHO CARES???
let's wait till results is out b4 i start worrying eh?
LOL!!! =)

Watched Kung Fu Panda today.
well, not to say it mustn't be missed, but it is rather funny.
Hm. Did not really see the high climax of the show, so disappointing eh?
Had Jack's place before that. =) yummylicious...

Have been watching War-in-laws 2.
heehee...still think war-in-law is nicer...=X
but war-in-law 2 got pretty girls...=)
wahahax!!!
Fated to love you is really a great show. Hope the next ep will be out faster.
But sometimes watching drama, u wished to know the ending but at the same time u dun wish for the show to end so fast. What a contradicting thought!

2008-06-15T22:20:00.001+08:00

wakao!

realli is step on sai...

blehzxzxz...

好踩不踩,我竟踩到屎!

angry sia!!!

2008-06-15T00:53:00.007+08:00

LOL...

mama's back...

she bought durain gao...for me...

haha...and this>>> quite dotx...

the colour...lolzxz!
those fu gu brown, u know?
but i've no choice...woots~
haha!!!
so i'll use it.

and guess wad, it costs 112...=.=
ringit la...=X

anyway...ytd...omg...i got chua-ed by a person...totally freaked out...
arr...
hopefully...it doesn't happen again...haha
i so scared la!>.<
haiz...fan fan fan...
heng not v close...so no need to give a damn...
just take it as a joke...
YEAH!!!
It is a JOKE!!!
LOL!!!

2008-06-14T18:36:00.002+08:00

mummy ain't home yet, she said she'll be home at ard aftnoon.
i'm waiting for her to come home to bring me go dinner.
so hungry now.
no money left for me to spend.
coz i went shopping using the money supposedly for meals.
woots~
die...=(
dun wann to eat MM!!!
perhaps i shall fry some nuggets and cheese fries...

2008-06-13T17:33:00.002+08:00

I'm bored.
And that feeling.
argh...

hateee=(

i hate that...坐立不安's feeling.
but it just came out of a sudden.

2008-06-13T15:09:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with being quiet? Not speaking out doesn't mean i'm a loser, but sometimes to the group, to the person even if you were to speak out, they don't get what you mean. So at times, choosing to keep quiet is the best choice, or to say the only choice.

When being quiet, doesn't mean attitude, emo, dao. It simply means that, I can't communicate with you people at this point of time/day/week hence I don't talk. It's not that I want to give you all the "black" face but I just can't bring myself to fake out a smile when I wasn't comfortable with the situation I am in or when I am thinking something. So i simply shut myself off from the "world". So to the following sentence, the reason is above. Hence, not talking doesn't mean i changed.

I believed everybody needs some time alone, to think through things. Sometimes, I need time alone in school, when going out. It is not like I can schedule a timing for me to think, thoughts just come and go for me at the very least.

Being quiet, doesn't mean being unhappy and being loud doesn't mean being happy either.

2008-06-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

I went SHOPPING!!!
I bought my havaianas flip flop! wahahax...$25.90
i think mama will scold me if she found out the price.
=) but i wanted to buy slippers for so long liao! so nvm lah!

bought a checkered shorts oso
$19.90, surfer's paradise de...wahahax
lovee...=)

Class gathering

2008-06-11T12:18:00.004+08:00

Ytd was class gathering! It was so late when i reached home, and I'm so TIRED!!!

well, at around 10plus there was a sudden big wind which lasted for damn long and to the extent that the glass bottles was blown away as well as the other things...and not forgetting my poor little choc banana on the BBQ pit =p so sad! and it was so scary coz the wind is realli damn big...
if not for the wind...i think i'll be enjoying the bnn choc @ the time we went off...wahahax...
...i think the whole windy event last for more than 15mins if i'm not wrong...lolzxz...the sky turns red and it started raining when we are on the way to PP...so i didn't manage to go to PP...woots~ the rain is just so big...i took bus with shu fen and michelle to YCK instead...lol...all drenched...=X
was in a blank state then...and i finally reached home...bathed and put mask...woots~i think my face was burning when i reached home coz of the sentosa and it was hit by sands by the "sandstorm"

i met gy, wl, kj, shermin and cy @ PP at 1pm...thx goodness i wasn't late...heezxz...at ice cream @ Scoopz and i regret not buying the durian flavour one...!!! But nvm, I ate D24 ice cream the day b4 @ vivo..x= we roamed around ard PP and finally went for lunch @ 2plus? LOL!!!
shared the korean BBQ chix with shermin, not bad...=x at least much btr den vista point one...
yummy yummy...den we slowly walked to ECP...my leg was breaking apart when walking there...so far...farrrrrrrrr...rent bike and cycled...cycled all the way to the other end...den cycled back...hm...we were *talking* when cycling back...woots~

went blading aft tht...i can onli say the blade sux big time...=C the ankle there cnnt be tightened...so loose and my ankle was moving like nobody's biz...zzzZ...i'd rather spend more on a btr pair...blehzxz...o.o so pissed...ate aft blading...as the sky darkens...sth happened...we did sth stupid...michelle and i was sitting on a trolley, those shop n save kind...and we went to find gy and tabitha with tht mode of transportation tgt with shermin n kj...found them talked then went back with tab, gy, sf inside...wahahahx...shouting all the way back...=X damn fun can!?!?!!?!
went to take pics of us jumping @ the beach...den they went to dance...lolz...the time where kj and i went to make choc bnn...den thr it goes...~~~~~~

=) fun fun day...lovess=)

though the night was damn scary...and i am chua-ed by it that left my mind blank.
at least thru this i know who will be there for me...
and i LOVE them...
THANKS!

Sentosa

2008-06-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

Had a day out with NYP peeps @ Sentosa.

great fun! it is realli the ppl that makes my day.
enjoyed myself alot...=)

though i am chao tah now, it is all worthwhile for the quality time spent.

=)

had pinic too...hahas...
5bucks and there's lotsa food.
haha!
and lotsa fun too!

=)

i am just so happie today~

2008-06-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

On friday, received the title for pharmprac project.
as well as, unexpectedly, the groupings.
we all thought tht we could choose our own project mates.
=x oh gosh...=(
anyway,
i think my grouping was still alright? hopefully...
and i think the topic is sth abt viagra...haha!!!
supposed to perform a skit followed by presentation, if i didn't rmb wrongly.

the worst is, the dates somehow or rather clashed with marketing presentation date.
o...suay me, i am the presenter for marketing for moi grp...
hopefully can push marketing presentation up, if not realli is taxing on me liao.
=(

ytd went to cine followed by bedok followed by ikea tampines.
=x
blog more...

2008-06-03T11:39:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I'm bored so decided to do this.

tagged by Wing
1.What disappoints you the most?
-When something regretful happened? LOL!

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
-will anybody be so kind? if there is, let me go for a tour to heaven to confirm my doubts.

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
-Sleep!

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
-Depends...

No.5. Which character you like most?
-none.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
-NOPE! there's a saying...钱不是万能的,但没钱却万万不能. who can survive without it, gimme all ur money and show me how u gonna live in this world.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
-Mummy

8.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-half to mummy, a quarter to charity, 1 quarter for myself.

9. What is the most embarassing thing that happened to you recently?
-Nothing much recently...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-can only think of one...that is infinity amount of suan-ing her she wun say anything.
It just brings me joy to suan her like nobody biz.

11. What makes you happy?
-$_$ ***kaching***

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
-ppl like me.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
-Maybe dead by then?

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
-oh...can produce $_$ like nobody biz.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-thing? perhaps...perhaps...happiness...

16. Any childhood memories you'll like to re-live?
-when papa mama was still selling pork chop...heex

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
-perhaps. everything of it.

18. How long will you wait for the person you love to say yes to you?
-hm...depends on how much i lovee him in the first place.

19. What will you do if tomorrow never comes?
-go rob the bank and leave the money for mama to hv gd life.
wahahahs....i am so filial right!

yeah...i spend 10mins doing this...
lameee...

anyway, who i wan to tag...
nobody.

Unhappy.

2008-05-30T21:26:00.007+08:00

Everything was fine until 2pm.
o...

I can sense the big letter F sailing towards me...
for hbd and pharmaco.
damn lor.
i know for sure i will fail liao.

ever since 2, the lecturers that came in keep saying the test was done badly.
o...
fail fail fail.

i am dreading school already this makes me hate school more.
can't imagine i am not even halfway thru this fucking poly education system.
can i not go school?
=X

was happy before that though.
went amk s11 and had bi bim bab.
lol...taste was hm...how to say..edible but not nice?
haha!
arcade was fun.

at least there's still something for me to smile today.
woots~

All the tests...

2008-05-29T21:53:00.004+08:00

The testS are finally over!

Totally shag for the whole week, I was sleeping like nobody's biz during this period including today! I slept again just now! No matter what's the amount of sleep I get, I still feel tired, very super ultra tired.

Well, I think i messed up the HBD paper(~~which i am now doubting if i'll pass~~ coz i itchy hand keep go change answer)...
~~Pharmacology~~ and pharmprac I was still quite confident to at least pass lah...
although i was late for pharmprac I think I finished the paper quite early...
What a chaotic day! Imagine I was still at home at 7.55am when test starts at 8am.
Blame it on my bluerness man! I thought the test was at 9am lor!!!
o...stupidity...wasted 14bucks for the cab fare...money money money...gone into the drain...

It's over anyway! O-V-E-R

So what's next up?
Study Break!
Nono, it's Common Test!
hahas...

All the fairs

2008-05-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

Woke up super duper late today despite sleeping at 1am which was considered early for me. I slept for 11hrs! Do your maths and you'll know what time i woke up.

I flip open the notes and on the laptop, guess what I did? I started to msn and surf the net to the extent of going to www.bored.com to play games. So i just left the notes open for nothing...hahas
Idle till 4plus then i went out to meet mummy @ airport thereafter headed to EXPO for the fairs. Food fair, popular book fair, adidas fair. My main purpose is the last fair mentioned but when i reached the fair ended, heartbroken lor! Bought my lunch, dinner at the food fair...not many nice food to say. =( the food was so-so only lor, i prefer last time's fair got alot of nice food. Well, popular was so 冷清. So dotz...not alot of stuff and it is still quite expensive.

On the way home on 168, watched alil of the ch8 charity show for the sze chuan. Very 牵动人心.

2008-05-25T15:03:00.000+08:00

random.

2008-05-23T21:18:00.002+08:00

Stress.

3 tests next week.
3reports due next week.
1tutorials to be presented by me!

i've done none up till now.
dammit.

anyway, this week was fabulous? LOL...
didn't have to go to school for the first 3days coz of graduation...
so i went to highlight my hair on tues, but it turns out bad coz like no colour.
wed, went top one to sing song, it was 11-6, they reduced it by an hr! hoho...and the room is much smaller then last time...but i sang my heart out, so fun!

thurs, went for sch w/o knowing it's thurs hence i did not do tutorial and print out lab manual!
how wonderful is that! joined gy and kj for practical...hehe...=) i hate DDS lab, and it's reports, it just sux big time...to be exact i hate tht module and basic immunology. anyway, after lab was 3hrs lunch break! HOORAY~~~so i went off with gy's clique to north canteen while jas,wing,pet went to dunoe whr-the-hell-they-go. LOL...=X had lor mee, not so fantastic after all...and fruit juice and the very-ger-oss mango pudding. A HAPPY DAY.

Today had 2hrs break...went off with gy's clique once again as wing and jas went to-this-time-i-know-whr. went to the coffeeshop which is at AMK. had chicken chop, relatively cheap, it costs only 4bucks! 4bucks western food where to find? and drank bubble tea...so long nv drink bubbletea le!!! lOlx...they were talking abt the dialects, so fun...lolzxz...and shu fen was singing 1234567, wo de peng you zai na li~ tht song in hokkien, she translated it...=S and sang like lotsa times? HOHOHO...

Well, was happy happy happy...
and sth disgusted me totally...totally pissed with 2ppl...

anyway, the people ard me have been talking abt BGR.
so omg...not FHC la...maybe they reached the FC age le...
but then, i am just so dotx...hahaha...
LOL...ppl, it's ok not to hv bf, dun think too much!!!
it seems like mani mani ppl keep talking to me abt guys...guys guys guys...
yeah, but i dun find any guys shuai lor...=X
haha...i mean those they think is shuai la...
weee~

well, i hope to get one soon...one shoe...one wallet...
hahas...
and i wanna go bowling too!!! who wanna go???
blehx>!!<

2008-05-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

was bored hence took these pic.

lol...shuai right!

2008-05-16T23:07:00.006+08:00

四川大地震, 令人感到心寒. 新闻大肆报道,不知道为何现在每天一大开电视那种让人心酸的感觉就鼓起来.

想想在那里受苦的人,和死神搏斗的人在看看我自己,我的确是幸福的,至少我现在不需要为了要活下去烦恼. 同样是人,但命运却很不同, 在此刻我真的觉得命运对我也是公平的. 这件事情的发生让我对自己的人生观有所改变. 与其在那谈起,埋怨自己的生活不如把这些时间,力气用来做更有用的东西. 人啊! 永远只会看到自己生活的多么不好,多么痛苦,好象被命运作弄一样,但往往却忘记了辉煌的时刻,命运对你好的时候是否你有把握还是就当作理所当然.

我不否认我就属于那种自叹自己生命的人. 就只看到所有的不好, 却把所有的好抛到九霄云外. 也许把自己的观点改变,会有意想不到的视野.

那是一张纸　不是饼干
● 原甸呵！纳尔吉斯是谁？
我们谁都不知道但
它却把灾难与我们的民族一夜之间捆绑在一起
我只记得那一夜黑夜安静得令人出奇而且令人不安和战栗纳尔吉斯扑来了　
在半夜它把千家万户的瓦片卷走好像扫落叶一般的扫走我们睡在地板上的婴儿（因为我们贫穷我们没有床）
穿过破屋顶被举上黑夜的天空黑浪立刻伸出舌头把他们舔走妈妈们连哭喊都来不及（我们其实是没有声音的民族）
今夜我们更没有声音因为风，水和泥土都塞满着我们每一个人（包括我们婴儿的妈妈）
呆滞的嘴巴
天亮的时候
我们看到伊洛瓦底江出现了许多许多的小岛屿
——尸首都挺着鼓胀的肚皮太阳把这些肚皮照得黑里透亮
水牛也安歇了伴着它的主人仰卧在黄泥土般的水波上
牛与人都安歇了
因为纳尔吉斯今天来到我们已经无力站立了
因为稻米之乡已经断粮
我们守着江边盼着救援的船只
我们看到一只飞鹰都高兴因为它太像救援的飞机许多人看着看着突然倒下了（他们倒下也好让没有倒下的人少了争抢者）
哎！
听说他们要派东西给我们呢！
在这地狱的边沿他们要派“民主”的公投票那是一张纸呀！
不是饼干那不是饼干呀！
是一张纸他们要给我们“公投”
他们要给我们“民主”
但我们没有饼干……
found this poem on joanne peh's blog, rather thought provoking.

我是幸福的.
好好珍惜能活着的机会,
谢谢你让我生活在一个没天灾的国家里.
我相信,我的存在不是偶然,是有计划的.

2008-05-13T19:49:00.003+08:00

Once again I went to watch U R THE ONE LIVE. This time round, I was very happy to go, because it's the guy's competition! Mr Metrosexual this week, all of them dressed in their super nice suit-like clothes. WOW!!!

We got 2 different tix, B1 and B4 at first hence we went to queue at the B1 queue as the usher requested if we want to sit tgt. After settling down at B1, it was so hot and the view was super "nice" hence we decided to sneak into the B4 theatre. We went to the toilet and when we came out coincidently(is there such a word?) there's a bunch of girls going into the B4 theatre so we just hun guo qu. Also received a goodie bag by KOTEX. LOL got there last week also. so -.-

We sat down at B4 and the girl behind was niam-ing all the way, was rather irritated by her. Keep complaining the other fans took her seats, it is the other ppl's fault but do u have to keep niam-ing behind me, go confront them then! Luckily they went to sit at other seats before the sh0w starts and 2girls sit behind us whom support M2. Only got to say the seats we sat was such a position. In front is Icaru's behind is M2's but i am supporting M8, Gavriil!!!

Before the show starts, gavriil skaros came to the audience seats to take his thing and he was like only a metre away from me, so dashing, so charismatic. *meltz* Clement was also playing on the piano. Gavriil sang "KissGoodbye" for the talent showcase and despite the language problem he still sang well! LOVES...really melt when he sang. =)

But the results was astonishing, Icaru won again when he didn't win the judges' favour. I simply detest him, he is not shuai at all why is it that there are still so many fans of him. I totally don't like him when he was first shown on TV. so dao so arrogant and so ugly he shouldn't be in top16 in the first place. He totally pissed me off!!! If M2 won, i wouldn't be so disappointed and sad. I really hope Gavriil will win this time round but he didn't. Nearly cried man!

Here's a pic of my ONE!!!

credits to cherie

Thanks alot for the tix by jiaxi. =)

BBQ

2008-05-11T18:38:00.004+08:00

went for BBQ aft sch on friday.

fun~nice food~

woots~seems like friday in an emo day for most ppl in sch...

all ll one...so dotx...but i so happie...weee~~~

sat and sun woke up late and watch war-in-laws non-stop...weee~finished liao...now so siens...

i watched for 15hrs ytd and today left a few ep only...so i've been sitting in front of the tv watching it for the past 2days. my eyes is quite painful now from the 20++ hrs of tv...

sch tmr agn...hateeeee!!!

2008-05-06T23:26:00.003+08:00

Went cg with cherie on sunday, and it starts at 10am in the morning...so freaking early. aft tht went to have lunch @ jack's place with dd and cherie. yummy yummy yummy=) talked or rather gossiped...=x went home late...den tv and sleeep...

Ytd was the start of hell, i hate sch. it just mess me up. FUCK!

went to bishan for sth aft tht and head off to mediacorp.

the bus uncle sucks big time, i got a bad premonition that i missed my stop and press the doorbell but he fucking didn't stop the bus and chiong until 2bus stops ltr he stopped.

MOTHER FUCKER! to the face that i asked him how long it took from interchange to opp macritchie bus stop he didn't stop that bloody bus. ASSHOLE NAHBEH!!!

I need to cross the road and waste my ez-link money to go back to the bus stop.

OH WELL...

Met cherie and head off to mediacorp, we went there once for recordings but it is like quite some time back so we forgot which route to take, we only know that it is up on the hill...we walked a long journet but to no avail so we decided to flag for a cab but there is either no bloody cab in sight or the cab doesn't stop for us. perhaps because of the position we are in...the cars are moving at a relatively high speed. Anyway, we managed to flag for a cab and zooom we reach mediacorp in less then 5mins. wahahax...upon alighting at recep, saw some male contestants of u r the one which i dunoe the name coz i am so uninterested in them.

Meddle and went in to the recording studio, i think it is the same as the one we went last time, the wide angle camera indeed made the whole place looks bigger on tv. Anyway, i saw Gavril Skaros!!! He is so damn shuai can? I got a feeling that the show is alil lame...haha...=x but just go there for the fun...and as usual when starting they asked us to clap and test the enthusiasm. when the camera is abt to shoot the audience they will ask us to clap also. hahaha...=x but the timing for first few times abit bo zun lah...aft tht thing ended we went off and saw 715 at recep, cherie wanna take a pic with him so i took for her. I dun quite like him personally so no feel to take with him...wahahax...well...

went for prata @ the roti prata house. erm...i think it falls below my expectation so shall not add anymore comment to it, but it is crispy that's all i've to say. One thing smart about them is they never put any price on their menu...so even if the price is hijacked, nobody knows until they pay the bill...=X but it isn't la, quite reasonable price.

super tired when i reached home...went to sleep aft chking mails.

no idea, but i just felt extremely tired nowadays.

no mood, energy to do anything.

A DAY OUT

2008-05-03T19:28:00.003+08:00

Today, I spent money...lolz...

Woke up late, ate my first meal at ard 3 with mama and dd at vista.
the food is so ex...=( price of food increasing...BIG SIGH.
dd went for a hair cut while mama and I went S&S to buy things.
a dilly dally thing happened there...so dotz by it...=X

Well, after the dilly dally, dd and I went to old wdls to shop for my watch. =)
The bus did not go in to the custom because there's a BIG BIG JAM.
不管是好车还是烂车,被卡在车龙里的就是不会动的车.
hahahaha...so motorcycle is the best isn't it?

Walked from that bus stop to old wdls, walk walk at the shops below the hawker.
woots~bought my casio watch which has a black face...nice nice...not very ex either...=) cwp sell it at $74 and i bought it at $65. A $9 difference!!! LOL...=) loveee~ i bought a $15 watch for dd and she paid me back $5. =x so tht cancels off my "earnings". I looked very long before deciding to buy that watch...yipee~~~

Walked around as dd wanna buy her white shoe, den stopped at this shop which have earrings... dd stopped to take a look and I saw buckle belt. Captivated by that tigger buckle belt, so damn cute!!! And so, after deciding I bought it...=) $18, cheap or expensive idk. I just know I like it to bits...hahahaha~~~!!!

Went to have cheng teng and head home...

Well, so I spent ard $100 today. woots~
The feeling of spending money is so good.
My next aim is to buy a wallet...perhaps Guess if there's nice design.

=) smile people smile=)
i did not do anything related to sch today.
Relaxing day!

2008-04-29T19:39:00.002+08:00

I finished watching they kiss again ytd. A really superb show!!! Thumbs up....Joe is so shuai!!! hahas...suddenly feel so empty coz no more show for me to wATch...i finished 2 shows within 2days...=( anymore show?

They kiss again is definitely nicer den iswak. the family is so sweet and their bond is so good...
lovely show!!! Not forgetting the r/s between friends oso...hmm...not juz abt love but also other things in life, wonderful...=) smiles!

2008-04-27T17:13:00.002+08:00

i finally finish watching dou niu yao bu yao.
i know i'm slow, but i couldn't find time then to watch and they hven't upload all the ep up so I could only wait...

the front was so-so
the back was not bad

but to say, i prefer jin zi cong and he qian na's part more as compared coz they are so sweet and cute...buahahax...

in search for new nice shows...=)
amazingly, i rotted for 2days without making my time worth provided chionging show isn't considered making my time worth

2008-04-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

It's getting busier as the days past, the time goes faster as the days past, I'm getting more tired easily as the days past.

A good sign?
A bad sign?

Whatever it is, just smile.

swensen

2008-04-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

last sat, i went church. =X
cherie didn't go, dorothy serving...i was so dotz...
anyway, during praise and worship there is this very interesting guy keeping me entertained all the while coz his actions, moves, pattern is super funny and exaggerating. It was so bad of me to keep looking at him and laughing, but I can't help it because he reminds me of one person. I feel that they sort of look alike too?

The sermon was about shame. Trying to refresh my memory...oh ya! 3types of shame, inherited, imposed and actual. Did I get all 3 right? I can't rmb clearly...thinking and thinking and thinking about it...is shame equivalent to guilt? If we have the shame we'll have the guilt in our heart ya? Feelings and thoughts.

After service I went off with ann ann...she treat me to swensen...=)))
smile smile~~~

Well, second week of school. Not so fun after all, I don't know how to do the tutorials at all or is it the fact that I am lazy to go through the lecture notes that makes me unable to do IDK.

Lectures was so ever boring and I was either stoning or talking for half the time. Well, maybe it ain't that bad after all.

2008-04-22T21:22:00.003+08:00

aparently i had ulcer(s) on my tongue.
painful indeed coz i seldom hv ulcers.
anyway, i accidentally bit it just now and it's so freaking painful lah!

ulcers ulcers go away...

Practical

2008-04-17T08:52:00.001+08:00

What I did for HBD practical ytd...

tutorials

2008-04-16T18:44:00.002+08:00

I'm loving you.
tutorials=loves.
reports=loves.
project=loves.
presentation=loves.
school=loves.
lecture=loves.

I must lovee~!~!~
smile smile!
learning to be a overcomer and not a procrastinator.

first day=horrible

2008-04-14T19:36:00.003+08:00

Well, today is the start of new sem or a new year. Wee~I am year2!!! so happy...=)
The MRT stn was PACKED with people and i mean PACKED...
school was equally packed too...it is like suddenly so many people kind of not used.
Lectures start officially. Oh man! It was the start of my horror. I don't understand a single shit right from the beginning what about the back?

I had roti prata for break at 9am. hohoho...after that was hetic life again lectures lectures lectures...i hate lectures...first it was human biology and disease next is bioimmunology followed by marketing lastly drug delivery system...oh~~~i'm fainting...

presentations presentations~proj proj~reports reports~tutorial tutorial~
I shall fight u till the end.
LOL

smile

2008-04-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

i went church today and am happy today.
hmm...however the sermon wasn't of much impact to me...hohoho...=X
but I enjoy myself still...
but i missed good food...
coz i went church...
kind of upset at first but aft tht was ok.
did u enjoy ur sat too?

i trimmed my hair.
at first b4 i went out it looks good.
when i reached church it sucks.
i'm in love with it at first.
but i hate it now.
coz i look so nerd.

Out for a breather

2008-04-10T15:42:00.002+08:00

I went out with mummy just now. She bought a sofa...hohoho...after being sofa-less for a few months, she finally bought a sofa. =.= Sad to say, there isn't red colour...so we chose another colour...

=)

Basic Pharmacology1

2008-04-10T11:40:00.002+08:00

Hell ytd...Weiling suddenly told me that there are presentations everyweek for Basic Pharmacology and I was like *crow*...I checked it up...yes, there are presentation everyweek so to make some editing to my previous post...not sleeping in class listening to craps anymore for 3hrs...now I am finally enlightened of why it is a 3hr tutorial. Goodness! It works like giving a topic everyweek and we're supposed to look up on that and research? Present next week and no PPT allowed...hohoho...there are also tutorials which I browsed through and get myself real stress...to add on to it is 35% of the whole module can? How crazy can this be??? I cannot imagine how I'll be struggling in school for now...AHHHH~ i tot there are only 2pracs so lesser reports but who knows it will bomb me with presentation...=(

Help help!!! somebody help... ... ... ... ...

school's reopening

2008-04-09T15:27:00.004+08:00

School gonna start soon on the 14th April. How to describe my feelings towards it, felt so contradicting! I was excited at the same time dreading it, stressed, sad that my rotting days are numbered. argh!!! It's like I hope it will start soon and another side of me hope it don't start... oh man!!! I cannot imagine needing to wake up early in the morning to go to school everyday again...it gonna be a routine life once again...i hate this...=(

Hopefully, there won't be much reports since there are only 2 practical and lesser project...i guess i am thinking too much. One more thing is that i hope that all the tutorials are e-tutorials which is impossible lah...=x how will they make a e-tutorial 3hrs straight? >.< Imagine sitting in that room for 3hrs...listening to "craps" i guess i gonna fall asleep as 2hrs i already a torture for me.

Anyway, perhaps I shall look and think on the bright side! Which i can't think of any bright side of school at all, at least for this moment. I am still excited still, just that the excitement level drops drastically as the days near...wooooooohoooooooo~especially with that freaky timetable...

2008-04-08T15:03:00.002+08:00

I received my timetable for da new semester and it is a pile of shit.

can u see it?

2008-04-07T16:05:00.002+08:00

Went dorothy's cg with cherie ytd...hmm...wasn't really concentrating coz i just find it hard...imagine it starts at 10am in the morning and i got to wake up at 8am besides sleeping at 4plus...oh~super tired but I didn't fell asleep...=)

cg ended, dorothy, cherie and I went escape...fun fun fun there!!! although only rainbow and pirate ship are the MOST thrilling rides I had great fun!!! Bumper boat is super fun one, I was shooting dorothy and she was totally drenched...happie happie!!! I also drived the Go Kart, it is super super duper FUN lor!!! And so exciting to be in control of the car, now i know why so many people waited in the queue although it took very long...haha!!!

Dorothy's photography skills is really very jialat...take us until so ugly...sadded =(
and the ***** sounded so fierce in cg...=(
nvm...

2008-04-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

stupid school...can't they be more efficient in producing the timetable. WHY isn't it out yet when school starts next week in less then 6days. super duper pek chek...i can't plan anything coz of tht. argh...

2008-04-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

Why must this happen?
I am so stressed up now over things, sacrifice...i am at lost.
what to do? what to think?
I am confused right now at this moment over things.
Talked to cherie and dot abt things over the past few days for HOURS.
The more I talk abt it, the more I see the darkness in front of me.
But if I don't talk about it, I feel so tight, uncomfortable, uneasy, lousy.
I was thinking if i made a right choice talking abt how i feel.
I duno...I really duno...It is just pitch darkness...I hate this...I hate this...
Are You there? I need You in my life.

2008-03-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

i gonna strt work tmr...so excited, anxious, nervous, stress...
tht place is so far, hopefully i onli go there to work tmr and station to other places in future.
and i kena vacuum cleaner...argh...
anyway, i think i am so dead tmr not knowing who to report and nth i know at all...haiz...
worst still...i dunoe whr's parkway parade de Best Denki lor...
may everything go smoothly for me...

I found my IC

2008-03-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

whee~i found my IC after 3days of searching. wth...it was hidden in the drawer and tht stupid DKNY watch and its box on top of it...WTH lah!!! Made me so moody and upset over it, worst still i feel so uneasy lor. angry angry angry angry angry at the same time relieved relieved relieved relieved relieved...waa~ thank God!

KITE RUNNER

2008-03-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

I managed to watch the kite runner movie even though it is no longer screening. I was rather disappointed with the movie to a certain extent. It is very brief and didn't picture out alot of the story. 70%? I think it didn't even picutre out 60% of the story book. sighs...

Was rather upset over the show. My "imagination" bubbles burst.

2008-03-25T17:54:00.001+08:00

so dead...i can't seem to find it lehx...die liao le lah...omg...what should i do? dead dead dead...whr r u? whr r u? whr r u??? can3 le

Easter

2008-03-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today is Easter day! An significant day when Jesus rose from the dead and rise to heaven to be with Father. Firstly, I started my Easter day officially ytd coz i went for Easter service as a NEW FREN! It's been a long time since I last step into JW building. Great old times. Starting with praise and worship, I think the atmosphere isn't strong enough and for the drama, it lacks creativity, almost the same as last year's. Kind of disappointed over the drama as I went church for it, what surprises me is the sharing of God's word. Touched by the sermon about unfogiveness.

Today is Easter! Went Ben and Jerry to eat ice cream, well it is free anyway. After that head over to Orchard, Centre point and walked around. Dorothy, Cherie and I went to eat at this place called Sumi, the food isn't great in other words it s*** so I don't recommend it. The ramen is wanton noodles so dotx...anyway we went to a place filled with food(idk the place name) and i bought a sausage, the taste ain't fantastic either.
Chatted on the way from Orc to Marina Bay and back to Wdls. Went to starbucks to have a chat without buying anything..oops! After that went down to Mcdonalds to chat...chat till ard 11pm? A long time since I last chat this much...people let's talk! LOL!!!
Talked about alot of things...alot alot alot alot alot...

GREAT GREAT DAY

2008-03-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

Had ultra fun today. Wanna wish petrina HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hope u had lotsa fun with us not only today but everyday with us!!! =D smile!

i met up with jas to buy a cake first coz limei and wing's late..hur hur...when all reached, we head to pastamania and had our meal. yummy carbonara...=x limei eat till v gross, she didn't even finish 1/4 of it? what a waste! bla bla there and sing songs eat cake...black forest from prima deli. by then we r too full. =X and played with CreaM.

walked ard cwp...walk walk walk...go pasar malam...and we played TURBO...damn high lah!!! esp when i turned over and see li mei, i can't stop laughing!!! wahahahahax...she simply looks so FUNNY!!! and petrina is like calming her down? woots~~~so much fun fun fun...=x but wing didn't join us...=(

wing left...we went cwp again...saw bossini sale...=.= and jasmiine being an auntie do wad an auntie will do...=x we bought UNIFORM!!! omg..i so not gonna wear it...hahaha...oops*

so fun so fun...shall upload pics when i received it from jas...=x
for now, wait for me!!!

2008-03-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

捉得越紧就越捉不着.
越想拥有的却一直都没办法拥有.
想放手却因趁强,要面子放不下.
人到底是为了社么而活着.
是为了那些很多很多的放不下吗?
这样的人身会不会太累了一点?

不想在去想,但闭上眼睛在我脑海里就是我最不想知道的事实.
长大了,有好多事要面对,就算是在能力只外也得硬着头皮熬过去.
放弃,就等于零,就等于被人指指点点在后面取笑你.

我活着是为了自己.

2008-03-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

I am watching Silent Scream a show which features those terminally ill (for tdy). Suddenly I feel that what are my problems compared to theirs? Here I am brooding over insignificant things but to those they are fighting to live on. They have got to face the God of Death in such a short period of time yet they are living their life to the fullest.

Speaking of death, I am really afraid of it. What if I just died? What if a disease just struck me? How will I move on? I don't think I can be as courageous as them still living their life to the fullest and meaningful. I fear death, really...who doesn't?

2008-03-14T20:33:00.003+08:00

I am half dead now. Shagged. Reason because I slept at 2am and woke up at 4.20. 4.20am!!!
I slept less den 3hrs! WHY? coz tht stupid dog bark non stop in the middle of the night. I was awaken and tada! I can't get back to sleep anymore! WTF lor!

I feel like sleeping but I can't afraid that if I were to sleep now, I would wake up at the unearthly hour AGAIN and can't sleep. I don't wanna it to become a cycle sort of thing. Anyway, I think i messed up my life cycle. I slept in the morning till evening and is bright awake in the night. Somebody teach me how to switch back to the normal life pls? And when I finally am so tired and fell asleep at 2am ytd, my plan was DISTURBED.

Alright, to stop myself from napping in the afternoon I decided to watch movie. I watched Rule #1. Overall, the sound effect is perfect and wonderful. The story plot is kind of so-so only. To those out there who seeks thrill, better catch it, not to be missed. I sort of enjoyed the movie and it is quite a thriller to me. Not those haunted and ghostly show. Well, almost half the show i was walao-ing simply because I was scare by the sound effect. And this is the 2nd show I used a jacket to cover my face for almost half of the show. HAHAHA!!! The first was wishing stairs, I will never forget that show coz I watched in the midnight. For now, I hope that I won't get nightmares from all those scare/thrill i received.

=)

2008-03-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

In show, there are always those baddies and we are usually super gek by them and hate them to the core. In life, I am sure there are bad people too. Have been thinking, if my life were to put onto the screen, will I be the bad guy or the good guy? Me, myself ain't sure of the answer either. Be hated by people or loved?

*thinking*

KITE RUNNER

2008-03-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

I finished reading the book KITE RUNNER. A fantastic novel in the way how it depicts everything. I guess, till now, it is the only book that makes me think of the story even after reading it. Random thoughts of the story just flashed through. The story really have got 画面. How Amir saw Hassan being raped. How his Baba had finally died. How the young boy commit suicide and what's happening in the toilet. Just alot of those scenes flashed through.

A sad story that made me cry. Yet, the ending so wonderful although most people died.

"For you a thousand times over."

2008-03-07T21:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 400th POST!!!
I went TOP ONE KTV at bugis today. It is superb, the service, the facilities, the price, everything except for the echo being too loud. Shan't patronize Kbox cause it cannot be compared!!!

The service was great because it only took awhile when we pressed the service bell, it took awhile for our drinks to arrive and most of all, when we are TOO COLD they provide us with HELP...aka "blanket" although it is more of a shawl. However, it does keeps me warm throughout. The service crew are very polite and friendly too putting on a smile. Lovee their service to bits.

The facilities is just so out of my imagination. The TV is i think a 40" LCD tv or bigger? And the microphone doesn't stinks, in fact it smells great because they put NEW microphone cover which smells good and is super hygenic.( i dunoe wad it is, juz sth to cover the microphone there where the saliva lands onto) Apart from that, although only 2 of us went to sing, the room we got is of a standard kind. Unlike K*** where the "leather" falls off, the seats are so so so comfty with cushions provided. The coffee table have got lights! There are laser effects and disco effects with the striking light blinking with rythym. Supposed to have mist too but then i don't think it works, if not I can play with it. We can ON and OFF the effects accordingly. Hahas...=)

I can only say that it is real cheap to sing there. 11am-7pm a total of 8hrs for only $16 NETT with free flow of drinks. FREE FLOW lehx not 2cups. =x In conclusion, isn't it cheaper with higher standards? wooo~How I wish there is a TOP ONE KTV at wdls too!!! but sad to say, there is only one and only branch at bugis.

Pictures here, limited pictures of myself cause ppl who knows OCY knew that she won't take pics with me...poor me, not i zilian hor!!!

see the laser effects? It moves...=D can't take a pic of the disco thing as it is too bright

secretly took a shot of oCY..
me
me2
me me me
me me me me

People, let's go sing there someday!

SENSITIVE

2008-03-05T00:45:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I can't help but being sensitive. Is that a good thing? I think I am being over sensitive already. WHY am i such a sensitive FREAK!

What to say, I really hate the position I am in and the place I belong to. Why can't I be like other people? Why am i stuck in this freaking place? I have NO IDEA WHY!

I am starting to ~~hate~~ dislike some ppl already. Hopefully, this doesn't goes on, and the feeling just shoo off can?!?!?!

Alright, shall stop here before i explode or cry?
hahas...
bb...
~~i hate my class. the ppl juz sux..i mean some..not all.~~

2008-03-04T15:28:00.002+08:00

I am so bored right now!!! I want to catch a movie at CWP but the movies shown are so limited. So so so so so limited!!! Argh...all the movies showing at CWP ain't what I wanted to watch. There are so many movies I wanna catch but all the cineplexes showing are so far. F-A-R and i don't want to go to so far just to watch a movie, myself.

So I am stuck at home today. Sad to say it will be for the whole day! I feel like going out but at this split moment I feel that singapore is so small and there isn't any place for me to go, to enjoy. What more can I do this holiday apart from working, somebody please enlighten me. hahahaha!!!

~.~
ok...shall go off. bye

2008-03-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

I HAD GREAT FUN TODAY!

wake up early in the morning, literally dragged myself out of bed.
i went EXPO for svc, there's FIR or to be exact...F and R...=X
They sang song...then then pastor preached.
hmm...i can say that the sound system really is a total disaster. It blasts my eardrum.

aft tht, went to the watson sale and see car...heeheex...i saw one mazda very nice, red in colour...
lovee...thereafter we head to TM. I bought my bag, like FINALLY!!!
slack ard at Hans and went to stroll around, aft tht went starbucks...=X

met mummy aft tht, went to eat buffet at novena...yummy!!! i am so de full now~~~the food is still alright. =) smile smile smile!!!

ENJOY UR HOLS!

i gonna play back the SIMS 2!

RANDOM

2008-02-29T00:58:00.003+08:00

1 years have past.

It is really very fast. At a speed too fast for me to accept.

Met for the first time during orientation last year. Told myself, "shit..so dead...everybody like so @!@!#@ here one lehx..." What to say, I resent the people here. From strangers to classmates.

hehehe...
think tht i gonna get a cooler b4 my lappie overheats and eventually "SPOIL"
hols is here but i felt so empty...why? I have no idea also...remember last long break for sem1... ... ...it's all in memory now...haizxz...

2008-02-27T20:44:00.003+08:00

Today marks the end of exams. At the same time it marks the start of HOLIDAYS!
I can finally start my 6weeks rotting after so much hard work. I shall be happy until 19th March when i receive my results. LOL!!!

Anyway, was super tired today to the extend that i fell asleep during the paper unknowingly. =x
no idea how long I slept because didn't take note of the time and miraculously I stayed till the time end. wow!!! Considered the first time? laughs!

Went out after that, and just reached home. SUPER TIRED

Perhaps I shall do a summary of this semester.
Filled with downs, real down.
Kind of sinked into depression this semester because of some problem.
I was thinking, and thinking...if only i hadn't approached -whoever- perhaps we will still be classmates still? and not like strangers. This is only -if only- so I can't do anything to change the fact that such things happened. Hopefully i won't brood over it the next sem and I eventually move on from this.

Shall end here.

2008-02-27T03:14:00.002+08:00

i am so scared coz i am stuck at all the past yr qn. lol...anyway...

I've got a cute dog although she can be kao bei at times coz of the barking and ki-siao-ing. The best time is when she sleeps, really is 四脚朝天. lol. how can she ever fall asleep in such a position...like what she is doing now...hmm...

=) smiles!!!
tdy shall be the day

2008-02-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

hurray!!!
I made a stupid mistake once again. Yes, I procrastinated again.
I am doomed! MicroB...omg omg omg!!!
tomorrow is the last paper...
LAST LAST LAST!!!

-edited-
OMG!!! mICROBIOLOGY IS SHIT!

wth is happening right now! so many things to remember and hey there i mean ALOT OK!

i hate studying right now at this moment. WTF?
exams sux right down to the hell. why can't they end this exam system at the very least, in poly. arrr...isn't it proj based learning?
since it is...why so many reports and exams. why can't they hv more presentation instead.
freaking hell!!!

i am getting alil frustrated and vulgar here. sorry for tht, but i just couldn't stand it. perhaps i am in the wrong place afterall.

whatever!

2008-02-25T10:20:00.003+08:00

i changed my mind, i decided to remove org chm from the 二号敌人头衔 and upgrade biochem to being 二号敌人. This is simply because org chm is 10times easier than biochem, at the very least i did not need to memorise anything for it, because i understood the principal behind it. But for biochm, whether or not u understand, u still got to memorise chunks of things. -useless-

i totally gave up on that paper already, hohoho so here i am blogging...=) 2hrs 7mins more before that paper starts and i guess i will stare blankly on those questions. tsk tsk...it ain't a good thing... haha...

I really cannot imagine how I am going to study the module with so much memory work without any slightest tips or hint provided, not even a single one. At least for cell bio there are tips up for grab but for this it is totally blankies of what is going to come out. Anyway this is the 2nd last paper, still got to mug for microB. wahahahx...another memory game indeed.

2008-02-25T02:45:00.005+08:00

Time now is 2.45am
i am not even halfway through my notes, and the previous few notes i was just browsing through. I am tired, real tired now and my mind is shutting down from all these. There are really alot of things to memorise and are too much for my poor little brain. My brain is seriously exploding from all the notes and seems that nothing goes in anymore.

I have got 2choice now. Sleep now and go for exam tmr and crap whatever I have studied into the paper. Continue studying without anything going in and hoping maybe tmr i will be able to crap more. Which should i choose? i officially declare that i shall go to sleep aft this post.

I cannot stand this anymore. Hoping for a miracle to happen...=D

If this is the result of procrastinating, I seriously regret not studying earlier and end up like this. I am afraid to go for the exams knowing that i wouldn't know how to the qn. I don't know how to describe my thoughts and feelings now. But it is indeed a yucky thing, hang on, press on, hold on. That's the only thing I can do now. Not being emo here but u know just can't help feeling negatively about all these things that have been happening lately.

I am really tired of all these, not just studies but all the things. Hopefully it will come to an end. I think I really got to think all over again of myself, need to 反省 already. Sometimes I really hate myself for being what I am. I am just so angry with myself for procrastinating over times and again. Angry for not making full use of my time, instead wasting them away. I know I do not have much time left but I just waste them away just like this! 1day-2day-3day---1mth---2mth--1yr- I can accomplish so many things within the time i wasted but I just spent them off without doing anything useful and meaningful. Just what is my purpose in life, the answer I wanted most badly in my walk in the world. Living without a purpose is like I'm a walking corpse.

Ok, enough of these.
Bye ppl! i am so dead in a few hrs time.
All the best to me!
Anyway, I browse until glucogenesis.
haha

2008-02-23T13:49:00.003+08:00

2 more days to study for biochemistry(provided i strt today, right now which i'm not)
2 more days to study for microbiology B(monday-right aft exams, tuesday)

The time never seems enough! Perhaps, i just didn't manage my time well and end up in such a situation. I just enjoy my sleep so much that I slept for more than half a day each day. Ain't a good habit and a good thing to do. i need to do something about it, perhaps next semester?
haha...But sleeping is really cool and nice, I simply enjoy it so much sometimes I wish that i could sleep for super duper long. That's impossible unless i die. =.=

Going out soon...
I must discipline myself to mug tonight!
Yeah, that's what I always said to myself during this exam period however I just didn't realise what I've said until the night before the exam when I'm left with no choice but to rush through the notes and cram everything together. =(

Jia You lohx everybody!
More oil to me though!

Exams.

2008-02-23T01:13:00.003+08:00

hey people! As what you've seen, I've changed my blog skin! Reason because the monkey skin is very lag and my post doesn't appears. However, all these problems are gone tgt with the skin. Another reason is because the monkey skin is simply too ugly, in the first place i used it merely for fun.

This week is exam week. So far, i am done with biostatistic, organic chemistry and cellbiology.

Biostatistic was really horrible, terrible and i am really becoming vegetable during the exam. I feel like tearing the paper into pieces at that point of time. I made so many mistakes and in short i don't know how to do the paper at all. I think the chance of passing it is relatively low, I can only rely on my proj and attendance now. Hopefully it helps!

Organic chemistry. I find this paper rather easy not to the very easy level but at least i knew how to do most questions. Apart from some MCQs and a reaction mechanism which I'm not sure about, the rest i am able to do it. I really made a wise choice seeking help, and going down to school for the "revision" with weiling. I am sure I won't be able to do the paper if I didn't went down to school on tuesday. Really thankful to the lecturer that make time to teach us and KT for arranging it for the both of us. After the revision, I was studying from 9plus to 2am to make sure I knew and rmb-ed what was taught in the revision. Although I might not be able to do extremely well for this module to the extent of getting an A but at least i know that I will not fail the paper, this is enough for me.

Cellbiology was just tested on friday. I really crammed everything within a few hours. I studied from 11 to 2plus aft tht i was just looking at the laptop chatting. To add on to it the paper starts at 9am and I'm only left with less than 2hrs of sleep. I am kind of suffering from mental block, simply can't remember alot of things. I just wrote whatever I could remember, further more the MCQ was a total killer for me. I did not revise mitosis and meiosis at all because vanaja said no need focus, to me when a teacher told me not to focus it means to say it will only come out on MCQ for like a question or 2. But I was so wrong this time not studying it because it came out for MCQ in a real chim manner and it is a whole page of qn on it! Plus a question or 2 at other page. I really feel like strangling vanaja to death.

After exams went to find Lionel Lau to take back reports and had a short conversation with him regarding the course etc.

Anyway, the above paper was over. I got to focus on the coming up papers instead.
=) smiles people! It's just a few days more!

Wondering if I should go for Pharmaceutical or Clinical Trial track. I have no idea where is my interest. What should I choose, although it is nxt semester but time really flies, i need to start thinking of where to go.

2008-02-22T18:45:00.002+08:00

3 papers down and i'm already worn out. Can't imagine there's 2 more to go, or should I be more optimistic by saying "yeah!!! left 2 only...halfway through the exams le!!!" which ever way, the fact is that the last 2 papers gonna be a killer for me.

Biochemistry. Can't imagine how thick the notes is. There's like a pile of it. (even thicker than cellbiology) Apart from the thick notes, unlike cell bio, u need to memorise everything in greater detail and that includes the enzymes name which are so damn freaking long and hard to memorise. To add on to it, there are 2 essays qn. Can't imagine how on earth i gonna do essay qn for SCIENCE. Essay for science is like u simply can't crap if u hasn't any facts there in your brain. That's really horrible. Hopefully I can scrape through.

Microbiology B. The worst among the worst. Viruses name, family, disease caused, history, physical, RNA, DNA, transcription, virus-host-interactions(is there such a thing?). wow...that's wonderful, so many things to memorise AGAIN. The format is the same as biochemistry which means ESSAY qn again. -.- For this, I really have got nth to say coz i failed CT. But luckily, lionel lau said alot of ppl failed CT so haha! hope they moderate alot...and i really mean alot!!!

2 memorizing modules crashed on the same week and I've got like less than 2days for each module if i start studying tonight. The thought of it is like...eeyer!!! If only...if only...there's no exams! how great will it be?

I'm currently dying of exhaustion both mentally and physically.
Freed in 5days.

2008-02-21T15:03:00.005+08:00

hi ppl.
i'm right here in the library trying hard to mug. but it seems so hard huh.
i've studied less than an hour and here i am blogging and surfing the net.
i simply can't focus and concentrate at the very least.
not even to say lose focus when i can't even focus in the first place.
tmr is the doom day and yeah! hurray! i have yet to touch anything.
perhaps i got to mug in the night when everybody is snoring out loud.
poor, pathetic, little me and my brain gonna slog the night out and work hard when other people are resting so well...

speaking of studying through out the night, it is actually a very good thing to do, at least for me. No distractions apart from the bed which i guess a bottle of chicken essence or a cup of tea will do the trick. Studying in the night, nobody to talk to on msn, phone, smses...no nice tv programs to watch, no host for radios, nth to do when u on the computer coz everybody is asleep. See, the distraction level is so low! Not to mention, it is so super quiet that u will just keep on studying and studying and studying coz there is simply no distracting sound apart from the soft music.

Love studying through the night. but there's sacrifices, beauty sleep of coz.
And studying the night before the exams...wahaahx..maybe tmr i will be tired through out.
But! wad to do?

2008-02-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

went sch today...wna ask KT qn on org chem de.
but den, nv knew he asked one of the org chm lecturer to come and teach us.
lOlx...surprise, i hv a better understanding now but still not enough. alot more for me to know.
it is kind of impossible to learn everything within 2-3hrs. so need to work harder harder harder!!!

hmm...thinking whether should ask KT for another session for microB anot, hehehe...*grins*
den he say maybe will ask lim chai yen or neha singh...=X shall consider and ask weiling along again! hehehe~~~

exams tmr tmr tmr!!! go go go...jia you jia you jia you!!!

wo bu yao re-module~~~

2008-02-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

today is sunday, tmr is monday.
guess wad? tmr is exam day.
woots~biostats some more.
and wad did i do today?
i slack in the morning watching tv and went out...=x
hohoho...yeah~i have yet to touch it yet, i am going to giv up on this.
ooolala~
mama bought a phone, red colour!!! yeah~~~and i bought a mouse, red colour!!! yeah~~~
bought a memory card too. M2 is so so ex...1Gb=38bucks sandisk some more.

anyway, i was kinda sick. this whole week the must do thing is to lao sai for at least 5times everyday. if i incl sleeping time and i go lao sai...maybe 7times? so jialat...dunoe wad i ate coz me to lao sai...=( and realli is lao sai...haix...the stomach juz keep churning like nobody biz, hopefully i won't hv stomach ache in the middle of exams tmr if not...hohoho!!!

wish me luck tmr bahx...woots~

2008-02-15T21:40:00.004+08:00

if u travel beyond light, u can turn back time.

so, i found out a way to turn back time!
that is to travel faster than light which is impossible.

so...hehehehe...=x i am juz crapping

anyway, my new enemy appeared...
named: organic chemistry
it sux big time OK!
wth lohx...angry~~~~with myself for not understanding it lah!!!
kao eh...juz the look of it and need to draw draw draw might as well ask me go die...
some more it is the 2nd paper. my morale sure kena one lor...
and not to mention first paper is biostats my BIG BIG BIG enemy...
wth...and microB...and biochm...and cell bio...
oh~yao ming arhx!!!
why so many papers???
heng IT is over if not !&(#^@&*#^! liao
arrr....i was just trying to browse thru ORG CHM again but den i simply dun understand a single shit abt it la...
who the hell found out all these thing...u r my 头号敌人...
i hate u i hate u i hate u...
and i suppose alot of ppl hate these ppl too!!!
arrr....
anw, going to look for kt on tues...hopefully he'll be of some help for my org chm!!!
lmao~~~

2008-02-14T21:24:00.002+08:00

yo, shall update abt this b4 i clean forgotten it.
LoLx...
erm, i tried recalling la...
on friday, 5th febuary,tuesday. we went to bugis.
but i can't rmb wad time we went there...i think it is early...
as to why we went sch...erm...i think is for some sort of test or briefing or wadeva la...
=X
ok, shopped shopped...at bugis junction and took neoprints!
jas got a very seductive pose wahahax...=X shall post it up when i've uploaded it.
aft tht went to bugis street.
walk walk...damn tired lohx...wth...
went to cwp to look for dd and mama and papa aft tht.
did i go to look for them?
i think i did! yes, rmb-ed...they at fairprice buying food for steamboat.
ooo...and i went to look for them at cold storage instead of fair price coz coz coz i blur blur and tired tired...bleahx...

went cwp with dd aft tht...=x she bought clothes. i bought nth.
wahahax...=X
ok, nth more to say.
lolx...=x
and and and...tht's all...

happy V day to everybody!
incl me!~!

studies are over-burden-ing me...=(
wth wth wth~i can't concentrate, i simply just can't! aft 20mins i just lose focus and strt idling...eventually end up at home sleeping and slacking...thursday le...no more time le...but i am just so out-of-mood and out-of-situation.

haiz... ... ...heartache ar!

SAI~~~~~i had steamboat ytd and i am on the verge of puking...omg!

2008-02-12T23:10:00.001+08:00

this is the second or third time. i experienced this.
this time is worst den the prevous few times.
today, i declare is listed in one of my most stressful day.
i am so super duper stress till i had heartache.
study till heart very pain. can feel the zheng tong.
after watching CJ7, the pain subside. that is a funny show.
i cried, coz qi zai died, i am so super sad!!!

but den now, as i think of the exams i can feel the pain once again.
wth...=@
better dun think if not scully touch wood i die of heart pain b4 exams.
LOL...joking onli...touch wood touch wood...

2008-02-10T18:48:00.001+08:00

i can sense that it is nearing.
in fact, i am scared now. very scared.
hope tht it never comes.
hope tht time stops.
this is the very first time i experience fear over such things.
='(

haiz...
in a state of confusion.
i have no time to waste.
but...
i am still playing.

=(
is this wad ppl call stress?
then, this is the time when i really feel it.

2008-02-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

pics uploaded...heehee

2008-02-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

yoyo...happy lunar new year to all the chinese!
lolzxz...currently at popo's hse...wee~
got wireless here...happy happy!
so here i am to post~
forgot to bring my phone if not can upload pics taken ytd...sadded~!!!~
wahahax...
ok, dun blog le...bb
lovee~

2008-02-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

CNY is round the corner.
busy busy like a bee bee.
wahahax...
wad i've been doing for the past few days is just shopping and eatting.
nothing further den that.
woots~to my horror, i realised that i have got practical test tmr!
i juz rmb-ed it today. wee~when i am shopping halfway.
how bad is tht huh?

hmm...papa gamebled away 600plus bucks? in a day?
gambling~wee~~~
lovely isn't it...hehah...

anyway, so siens...
new year eve gugu and uncles coming for reunion dinner.
every year steamboat. =.=

hmm...mama actually dun wan steamboat at home de so no clean up and "doll" the house up...but den suddenly they coming.../faint

lalala~cny...same old boring things all over...
hahaha.

tmr is mcq so not so worried aft all.
mcq mcq mcq...
school school school...
exams exams exams...
wtf

it's just a random post.

2008-01-31T20:14:00.000+08:00

hi, i am back in action!

had a rather "stressful" week...had 2 tests in consecutive days.
IT was considered alright but cellbiology practical test was a disaster!
i tot it is MCQs hence decided to浑水摸鱼 but turned up it's not!!!
i mixed up the format of paper with org chm practical. =.=
anyway, when i said practical test, i guess most must be thinking oh need do experiment ar?
but it is not, i tot need to do experiment at first also but then it is a theory paper that is on past practicals. so dotx! i confrim will flunk it coz MOST of my answers are wrong!!! wahahax...
it's over anyway so no point brooding over it. tried consoling my by thinking it is just 10% but 10% means alot to me simply bcoz i did super badly for common test.
shall rely on exams and moderation...weeee~

CNY is just round the corner, i guess most ppl have already bought their new clothes etc etc etc. but i've not, simply bcoz i have got no time. wahahax...=D anyway this festival doesn't really holds a significant meaning to me, it is just a...just a...festival? like any other normal days just that most shops are closed?

hmm...went to popular some time back and chanced upon a book, title " Kite runner" or something lidat. read the summary of this book and found it rather interesting. shall save money to buy it. =) good books are worth the money!

anyway, a thinking of mine.
rather contradicting.
when i was young, i dreamed of growing up.
dreaming of my future, wanting to grow up faster so badly.
but as i grew up, the thought of my future freak me out.
i dun wanna grow up any longer, instead i want to go back.
2 extreme thinkings from the same person.
perhaps, at this point of time, i saw the reality of the world.
the child in the past is no longer present.
weee~

alright, it is way too random.
random random...LoLx...

feel like working.
but at the same time, dun feel like.
really wana experience new things.
but wee~ duno~

shall stop procrastinating over studying b4 i die.
but i am procrastinating to stop procrastination.
wth?
wads wrong?

2008-01-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

yeah~stress stress stress...lOlx!
reports after reports
tests after tests
exams after exams

stressful life.

this term is real short.
so fast so fast, it is going to end!
how great will it be if it ever ends without exams?
wahahax...

rushing report just now, and having test tmr.
yet to study, i doubt the time allows me to.

soon, i will reach the stage where i go lala and mad from all these.
this semester, what have i actually learned from all those long boring lectures?
seriously, nothing.
blehx!

blame myself for that. woots~
no one else.

anyway, found out sth recently.
hmm...how should i react to such things?
weee~
not recently actually but some weeks ago.
hven't been able to get over it.
lolzxz...

anyway smile!
a smile will do.
a laughter will do.

2008-01-21T12:30:00.001+08:00

为了让我的华文不退步, 我将会用华文来blog.
好烦哦! 烦恼接二连三的蜂拥而来.
让我觉得快喘不过起了!
谁能来帮我呢?
事实是,没人能帮我.
无理取闹?
我好想快要变成这样的人了.

人啊! 真是让人摸不透,不只是女人而是人!!!

我已经很久很久没感受到这种感觉了, 为何我又开始有这种感觉了?
疑心病? 我自己也不知道.

好想放开手,把所有的一切放走.
可是我却越握越紧,握着的是负面的感受.
我好想,好想手中握着的是开心,欢乐.
但,要是我不把手放开,又怎能握得到幸福呢?
如过着句话"握的越紧就越握不到东西" 能针对我那该有多好?
越把负面的感受握着紧紧的,就越握不到,渐渐的所有的这中感觉都会随着时间离去.

2008-01-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

yo!
here i am~here i come~to blog once again...hahas!!!

super not in the mood to do reports, study, go school nowadays...=x how bad is that!
i just wan fun and more fun!!!
study eeyer!!!=) lOlx...

sunday is boring as usual...bleahx!
simply a rotting day...and i on and off my laptop for 3 or more times deciding whether to do reports or not. heheh! i did not do...=X
simply procastinating luh!
i've got to stop this!!!
b4 i die...hehehe~

i think i abit "sot" liao...
extreme moods...super duper sad and the next min become super duper high...
bla~bla~bla~
kind of dread this feeling of being sad...oh how SAD!
LOL!!!
but when u r feeling sad...do u really know the feeling of sad?
i kind of mixed up the feelings luh!
just how it feels to be SAD?
lOlx...what is SAD in the first place?
is it sadness i am experiencing?
or other feelings?
hmmm...humans are so complicated...
i dun even know myself, so how am i going to 了解和体谅others nehx?
woots~
speaking of this, how many of us can really really put others before ourselves? i doubt many can, human nature is to be self-centered. like if there is only a bread left and u and ur fren or even family member are starving to death, will u be so kind to share that piece of bread with him? or just hide that bread and find an excuse to leave him and finish the bread urself in a corner? i think i am not so noble to share lor, scully i mean scully lah, tht person knows that i got bread and fight with me over it and even kill me for a bread...aren't i being the stupid idiot here? LOL...maybe i think too much...maybe, it is easy for u to say that u will share it but when under the situation after starving for days and u got hold of a bread will u really share it? maybe, we will only know the answer when the day comes. whatever answer u gave now is bullshit to me...hahaha...=X
体谅, just what it means? putting ourselves in other's shoes? how can we actually seriously put ourselves in other's shoes? just by thinking and feeling what it would be if i were him? but can u really feel the agony and pain tht person is feeling? pls lor, aft u finish ur "thinking and feeling" u are out of that situation when tht person still gotta face it.
ok, i am just crapping, dun mind me...=x

nowadays i really cannot stand this person anymore, let me name him/her "A" which means ass. erm, and it shall be a him for now.
A is so overbearing, realli cnnt stand him lor...like wtf lah...
only know how to bully ppl tht are "hao qi fu" kind.
fuck off lor! super pissed...and wad do u think u are? lemme tell u, u are nth lor!
only know how to act act in front of others. pls la! quit all these acting, it is making me puke.
and barking like mad dog.

woots~i finished my crappings! lOlx...

2008-01-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

HEY!

this week has been a happy week.

hahas!

i am super duper HIGH!

except for some things that happened.

overall, a great week!

LOL

cellbio and microB practical officially ended! HURRAY!!!

=)

ytd, didn't went for lecture. =)

but hey! i did turn up for school OK!

hahas...went to help out for a secondary sch tour.

=)

funny thing is, we went to fetch them and they were standing under the sun being scolded... hmm...reminds me of secondary school days too.

*misses*

1 pic taken during/after org chm practical.

wing's super cool pic, the goggles is ms yong de..so cool right!hahaahs

yeah, was blogging in school!!! again, 5hrs break...hahas...ate yong tau foo at south canteen.
but then, went for a "meetin" with mentor juz now...hmm talked...=X
woots~

anyway, results out! hahas...=D and we did sth juz now...hur hur...sth KPO lah!!!
sth got to do with results...hahahaha!!!
speaking of results, i think i did super badly but nvm! hehehe...i see open liao, so dun care too much abt results le...=)

and was playing ard with blogskins simply bcoz we are too bored!!!
FRIDAY=BORED LAH!!!

hahas...exams coming so fast huh?
school juz re-opened and tada~
EXAMS!!!

woots!

went for biostats lecture...
wasnt listening like wad i always did, i hate kuan ko!
and realized something...super funny...
i told jas wad i found out, and we laughing like siao...
i think i am laughing from the start of biostats till the end.
WAHAHAHAS!!! but i can't control, coz it is just too funny lah!!!
really laugh until stomach ache lor...*crampz*

i love Friday...=X

2008-01-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

there's this repeat telecast of "双天自尊"
used to like this show, the way they shuffle the cards amazed me, haha...but all these is just tricks made. staple the cards and tada, i can shuffle the way they did too!
and the dice...wow! am amazed by it when i was young.

i love the song 沉默的羔羊, which i think is the ending song for the show.
remembered having goosebumps whenever i heard this song.
just have this exceptional feeling for it.
maybe for the melody, the music or the lyrics.
or it is simply the combination of all these that makes me kind of feel that way.
the way in which i cannot describe.

here's the lyrics:

当别人误解我的时候
我总是沉默
沉默对我来说其实是一种反驳
当世界遗忘我的时侯
我一个人过
幸福对我来说其实是一种传说
当敌人越来越多
朋友都离开我
当爱情变成一种负担却无法解脱
我不是沉默的羔羊
我有话要讲
给我一点酒
让我有勇气
向你吐露我的悲伤
我不是沈默的羔羊
我也有梦想
当明天太阳升起
照在我的脸上
我一样能散发光芒
羔羊也会怒吼
沉默是一种力量
你是不是和我一样
在现实中学会坚强

perhaps i dun fully understand the lyrics then, but now as i read through the lyrics i am so in love with it. =)
sometimes, listening to those old old songs reminds me of the past past me.
the childhood times, so innocent, without worries, having fun, little things brightens up my day!

to think of it, not a bad idea to remain as a kid?
if i were to choose, i'd rather remain.
hehehe...=D

2008-01-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

gosh, slept till half past 2 and are crammed up with reports.
stucked totally at discussions. im so dead!

watched HJL ytd, the ending sure isn't a good one. kind of make me "huh?"
lOlx...=D alot of thinkings to do.

kinda stressed up liao.
cnnt imagine within 1 mth it is final exams for this sem. i took CT only not long ago? hols juz ended? and exams is coming...didn't realize how fast the time is moving.
How i wish it juz stopped for awhile and let me catch my breath b4 it continues!
nah!!!it is impossible lah!

2008-01-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

today is a super great day!
ytd, i said out wad i feel.
super shuang!
lolx

today went sch, tired tired...aft microB, went for breakfast at NORTH canteen with petrina joining us! lolx...=D fun time roti prata-ing...=x

aft tht, went to auditorium there for OH.
went in talked to Kelvin Tan, asked him abt the course track thingy.
hmm..really have no idea which track to choose.
=) helped the lecturers to give out SCL booklets for awhile and jio some people in. =)
hahas! we aren't trained OK?
went to take goodie bags aft tht. only i took it. -.-"
hahas! aft tht we went back to auditorium this time to health science there and asked some qn, all of them took us as Os leaver! we look young!(without wing ard)
aft tht, went for a tour at health science block, was an eye-opener!
the facilities is so good there lah!
our tour guide throughout think we sec sch stud! so cool huh! we are GOOD "cheaters"
aft the health sci tour, went to tour at life science there.
the food science got new labs!
so cool!!!! super nice, sampled their food.=x
aft tht went to MB and PS side, crapped our way through and back to FS side.
hmm...we went into one room and started our crazy acts, promoting FS! coz of yakult.
we used our saliva(s) n finally the "lab tech" gave us yakults tht are supposedly only to be given to fresh sch leavers! (at this point of time we are already exposed by our lecturers tht we r students)

aft tht roam and roam ard these places. then went lecture theatre but cnnt go in coz they hving talks so went back to auditorium. heng heng no "known" lecturers there, managed to bluff our way through and got another bottle of yakult there...=.="

back for lecture... ... ...[siens]

aft sch went YS!
shopped at northpoint...
met cherie aft tht and went to church!
yeah!
church! =D the songs lyrics are deemed meaningful.
lovee...=)

back home, tired!
but HAPPY!

i am happY!!! happY!!! happY!!!

2008-01-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

hmm...
seems that i cannot let it go.
somehow, i feel so weird and akwkard...
no idea how to describe this kind of feeling.
it is like er...everybody like see me bu shuang.
haiz...nvm...
since u dun care anymore, i see no point and i must be happy!
=)

one holiday, everything seems to change.
the people, the environment, the feeling.
still adjusting to this change, may be difficult but then, still gotta move.

today, really hard day, can't stop thinking.
just wanna break away but it seems so difficult.

can i really let go just like this?

2008-01-08T12:14:00.000+08:00

super bu shuang
ultra downloaded.
not with jux 1person
but 1whole grp.
argh..
juz simply bu shuang lor.
wth la!

ar...

=@